I’m a proud TVXQ fan.

I admit, i’m impulsive, rude, extremely egoistic, and a bit of an asshole- and so overprotective to the point that sometimes it gets me labelled as a delusional fangirl. But I don’t care. When people speak of TVXQ as if they’ve split up, I’ll say No. They’re on hiatus, a pause, there’s no official announcement of their breakup. (That is the reality afterall.) When people ask me whose side I am on, they find out I ship yunjae, I support TVXQ, and I’ve been labelled a homin stan unaware. Truth is, I don’t give a damn who you are, I don’t care if we may never agree on a certain thing, and I really just don’t give enough fucks to care about those who take everything up to this point for granted. Don’t call yourself a stan if you don’t know the first thing about these boys- I think the biggest insult to anything is when I see a fresh JYJ/HM stan who make baseless statements on the other (in regards to JYJ and HM, not other fans, I can give less shit about that). 

Just don’t insult these boys who grew into men, don’t slander their names because of your immature idiocy. I don’t know what love is, or what it means to be a proper fan, but if they ever deserved anything in the whole entire world, it’d be respect for them, and mutual understanding from us. Don’t abuse the name of a YunJae shipper if you’re just a fan looking for spontaneous couples to ship or don’t approve of who we are- and individually to those who stake this claim, don’t be on this ship if you’re looking for a good fuck to read about. I admit it, this fandom is nothing pure, it’s filled with porn as deep and wide as the ocean- but that doesn’t mean you bring it to the level where you forget that these two people are people-human beings who do exist in real life. 

Despite the bad experience this fandom has turned into, all the struggles, tears, fanwars, and misunderstandings, I do not regret a single day of my life since the beginning that I am a TVXQ fan. I owe them the future of being able to return back to the stage where we stand as one- and if that means I filter people on what kind of fan they are, then so be it. I rather they came back to a red ocean where everyone is able to understand each other and our differences versus the fans whose minds are so completely closed off to the horrendous idea of the fact that their bonds are broken / one stage of all five are impossible / or the simple atrocious thought that Kim (Xiah) Junsu, Park (Micky) Yoochun, Kim (Youngwoong) Jaejoong, Shim (Choikang) Changmin, and Jung (Uknow) Yunho simply do not wish to have anything to do with each other.